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Why not now?

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Today's the day Today's the moment when Knowing how Knowing when  You wake up with the idea of  The thoughts that become That became  The desire to-  Be the best for For yourself  Not for anyone  For the future you're creating The future incoming Knowing that you can be Knowing that you are enough Realizing that it was within reach all along All you need is here All you desire All you've longed for It's within reach now All the love in the world All of the joys you could imagine The foundation you've spent so long building and stronger than you realized Knowing that the beauty you hold Has the power to light your world The World  in the palm of your hands Yesterday was the hardest day of your life  Today, Today you want to live Today you're living for everything you've ever wanted. Everything I've ever believed in Now, Now I believe in myself. Something that's waned Time and time again  Let down after let down To know You step a little lighter Wa

Escape, Hopeful

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Face life for what it is Face life for what you want Be present Share in the moments Taking care of her Taking care of them Who takes care of me? It's on me Capabilities Abilities I am capable I am able Loneliness as is  Loneliness is there I get tired now and again I am too tired to deal with it anymore It's easy to forget the why's Even if they're ever present Ever on your mind Ever in the trenches of life. Excited-less Unexcited  Uninterested I miss the days as a kid Childlike interests Childlike curiosity Excited for less Excited for it all My thoughts tend to blur into the background Easy to escape Easily wanting to forget Man I'm tired  Winning is facing Victories are the day's where To the moments when I choose to feel Choose to process Choose to face. Another day gone Another day ahead I'm on the path I want to be on Learning to live in the moments Not stuck on the what should have beens The past is a slippery slope So I often take the moments to of