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Inspired.

Life is never perfect.  I wake up more tired than when I went to bed.  My mind never ceases to stop thinking.  My body is always restless.  I get angry over the littlest of things.  Yet, inside, I'm not really angry.  Sometimes I've had enough,  Many times, I cant get enough.  I think I'm satisfied, to only want more.  I wonder, when will I wont want any more.  My life is in the best place it's been in a very long time.  I have a great partner, and spouse.  We're happy.  Our problems, are only inconveniences, or petty disagreements.  But "marriage" and the idea of forever sharing my living space with another... has taken a lot of time for me to get used to.  It's different, and now life is different.  No matter how much I've wanted to stay the same,  I can't.  Sometimes, I fight against the reality of it all.  The whole "bachelor" mentality has taken sometime to get over.  Doing what I wa