The Depth of a Soul..

A day's gone, The night spent, A hope played, A connection made, To chasing dreams, To making it home. The train of ones mind, Down the endless corridors to their soul. Stuck in the meta, Stuck in the fog, The never ending rail. I can't get out of my head, I can't leave my mind. To the over thoughts, To the not thought of enough. All are trespassing the stage of my mind. To dreams being put away, To hearts ever hanging on a thread, To love freely given. Begging to be set free, Wishing, Praying. You once told me, that to this day was reborn, To this day I met you, Yet, to this day you stayed away Tomorrow will be better than yesterday, Yet stuck in my mind, I stay. Don't worry about me, Don't worry about me. I'm better off than most, Better off than they. Heavens hope, And to Satan's bane. Dont worry about me, I'm just lost in my mind Help me please, see the error of my ways. Help me get it. For this end

A place I only go, The place I only feel. Where my mind rests, Where I feel whole, Feel loved. Where I can rest, Fill fulfilled, Back to the place where it started.. The smell of freshly cut grass, Or that summer southern breeze.. A light afternoon rain shower. Peace and hope. Two words I want more than anything else.  Take me to that southern barbecue, To the week long camp ground. That Thai restaurant we'd always go, To Wednesday night choir practices, Summer swim meets, Pep rallies and home foot ball games. Things have grown complicated, yet it's still simple, Back to that place... Holding Ivy in my arms, Those first moments she took breaths, she looked up at me the whole time, I was just some blog of light, but I'll never forget it. Home. Love. Laughs.  At the end of the day, I close my eyes and give my thanks to be alive. It's been a long road, It hasn't been easy. Even wit