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Lost Control

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Carried away by the thought, Lost in the moment of excitement. Sometimes you just can't help it. But now it is to late, You've lost control now, You cant really change it. You came across as to easy? And a bit to needy. I don't like either, Neither does she. Life's to short to worry that much, Sure she was awesome in every way, But there are more to find, Take a chill pill, Take some cough syrup, Lose you're edge. There will come the time, When you learn to be a bit more chill. Be it, And be okay with the way things play out. What i want, is What you want - A person who can invest what you can, A person to stand by you? Look for a person who cares, A person who will be honest, And not play games. Drama never helped, Only pushes away. A person who stands out, Can laugh about anything, Can make a funny face out of no where, A Person who is mature, But childlike at the same time. I want someone who is better than me. Don't fret about losing control, Don't fret

Young life.

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Right now, I don't want to know your past, Just want to see the present. I'm sure you've been around the block a bit, But what matters to me is that you say, And are, who you've said you are. This is fun, Kinda want to admit, I like this place, And Like the view from here? Honestly, There's nothing you can say, That would differ me from this road, I'm walking. Honestly, I kinda like you, It's not that I don't want to know, The past you've walked, More or less, Let's just get to know each other. Sure, You are a complex, And deep individual, But for now, Let's keep talkin, Just me and you. I want to get to know you. Wanna see the person, I am looking at. I want to admit, You're kinda pretty much gorgeous, Good start, But honestly? There are many of gorgeous women. What matters is the person you are, The person you can become, And if you're the person I could love, It All depends on if I can see and get to know you. Like I said - it all

Happiness in box - all around us.

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Happiness in a box. The memories made, The hopes created. Happiness is just Round the corner. Talks with a good friend, Laying under a tree, Headphones in, Music up. Happiness comes from Within.. The world spins on, But you my dear, You have me, Us in this world, Two Makes a pair. Happiness takes on a new meaning.. Autumn days, The changes of leaves, The oranges, the reds, the yellows, Breezy days, The energy of change, Happiness foretold by nature, God's beauty all around As the sun sets, And dream is captured in a ball Sitting on top of a car, Watching, waiting, The Happiness, as the world stands still. A star filled night, Sharing a blanket, On A cool fall's night, The crisp of winters coming bite, Warmth created, You and I.. The warmth of happiness.. To A moments view, It Sees the happiness unfolding. Happiness in a box, Happiness is yours to make. Happiness comes from above. You, me, we're apart of it. God gave us this, His joy, his love, His happiness. It stems from h

Gratuity

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Gratuity - Paying a tip for service - 10% standard, 15% for services worth mentioning, 20% and up for those who truly stand out. So for friendship.. Can we tip for a helping hand? Can we honestly pay back a friend? To that person who was there through the tears? Through the moments of hardship? There is no price tag to friendship, No "tip" after a leant hand. But honest caring is, A mark of a true friend. Can we really mean a "thank-you?" Can we truly mean "any time you need me?" Do we care? Would we inconvenience ourselves? Like our friend did? Some people just give, Some people are just self less, Some people are just good friends. They care, because they do. No rhyme or reason behind it. They'll give because love is their motive. Thank-you. To the friends I've known and know - Thank-you. I love you, without you my life, life wouldn't be the same. You all have helped me become the person I am today. There aren't enough words to portray, T
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"If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could have won." Real people feel, Not pretend all is well, When it clearly isn't. Not pretending to be, But clearly seeing, And being how you see it. If you're pissed, Be pissed. If you're sad, Then don't fake happiness. Be the person you are now, For now I see the person you are. And that is the person i can love. People don't want fake pretenders, But real individuals. There's enough of those who pretend. Enough of those wanna be's. The world needs more truth. Shun evil - accept truth. "believe in absolute truth, its the sum of existence; all truth,  regardless of where it stems from." "Truth will stand, truth will endure." Evil resides from dark natures, Fake pretenders, those afraid of who they are. There is nothing wrong with who you are, Just what you want others to perceive you as. Only bad things come from those good intentions, That don't have a follow through. Intent

A revolving door.

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A repeating song has it's tune, But the words keep you remembering, The reasons why it's on repeat. Repeating thoughts, Take you to those reasons why, You know, And You see why, You need to keep the track running. Sometimes, You've done your best, Many times, It's best to just walk away. Stop hurting yourself. There comes a time when you have to make a decision or you'll become a victim of the decision, You won't make. A lesson I've learned, Is to Just take a bow, You've played your heart out. You Gave it your best, And Gave it your all. Stay out of your head, You'll only make it worse. Who cares, It's not even about you, It's about him, or her.. Maybe he never saw you, Maybe she just didn't love you the way you loved her. It shouldn't change anything. Either way, Remember - it's not about you. Nothing is wrong with the person you are. If anything - something is wrong with them.

"steal my heart, break my pride."

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It's funny when you think, That I once trusted you with everything. Call me a fool, call me what you may, But I thought more of you. Couldn't blame me, Maybe I take chances to soon, But maybe I did think to much.. But I have no idea where else my heart could have been. The places I've been, The places I've seen, Will only mark the past as in the future, I will go so many more places. I did what I thought, As I did what I knew, The right way to turn, The right way to fall. Only god knew, This outcome which came. But I can tell you now, I am better off, For the pictures I once had, Up in my head was all but fake. I thought to much, I gave more than I should have, But in the end, I am finishing up, on top. For now I know, And now I've seen, The ways i once tought, To live my life, Is all but a lie. The past is known, The present changes, My future is great, The walk I must make, Is now moving forward, You never came, You never followed. I took the lead, And tripped mys