The Depth of a Soul..

Happiness. Sadness. To what end? From that end.. The older I become, The more I see. That one stems from the other, While the other is the meaning of the later. An understanding of loss, To new beginnings yet defined. It's so easy to forget, That both are derived from your actions, And in your control. Whether hardships or joys, A positive, or a negative. It's up to you. You can choose your narrative, The narratives don't control you. If you don't like what you see, Change it. Walk the hard road, Make the tough choice. It's up to you, No one chooses for you. Even if, you have made some awful decisions, Caused hurt, or pain. You can make the change. You can rewrite, The how you choose to move forward. Change the image that is looking back at you, No matter the cost. Even if you don't feel like you deserve it. Do it. Find that reason, Make the changes, Fight the fight, Walk the walk. Learn your blind spots, Learn the w

Where to begin, Where to start.. Not sure how one can juggle.. The calling of being wife, With Myself, Brandon, Jordan, and Leah To the newest additions of our lovely family: Jasmin and Cameron All needing our weekly, to daily Therapy sessions. To her siblings: Trina, Mathew, Aaron, Michael, Jason, Josh, Susie, Even her Parents, Just pick up the phone and Rebecca is there for you. Oh it's not done from there, She's a women of God, and the fulfiller of Church callings. Sure let's add going to school full-time, With a Merger at work, working 60+ hours a week. Somehow, and in some way God only knows, Our wonder women of a mother is always there for you. She may say that she doesn't have all the means in the world to fulfill all she want's too do, when in reality it's just a fact that one couldn't cram more into one's day than Rebecca Leslie Harris- Roberts does. No my mom does it all. Personally, I couldn't me more grateful than