I Remember Everything..
I'm doing well, the famous words of an addict. A pain that never fully leaves, the long desire of unfulfilled passions. Pain that rests, in the deep recesses of your soul. My dearest friend, my dearest home.. Sometimes I can forget that it wasn't that long ago, I couldn't see passed the hue of grey and black. A darkness that took hold, the only thing that was pure. Now it just lingers, the unwanted shadow, the unavoidable reminder.. A league of broken thoughts, The numbness of a shattered world, Daemons that lingered, Fires that overwhelmed... I climbed through this, bit by bit, step by step. Somehow I made it, even as such, Occasionally I am reminded of it, The unwanted passenger, That pain that rests in the recesses of my soul.. It's so far away at times, yet only a trigger, a memory a way.. sometimes I can't help but remember, I don't dwell on it, not like I used to. I'm not numb anymore. I can maintain consciousnes