The Depth of a Soul..

At the end of this night, the first thoughts are - I should be asleep. Yet I chose to write, a couple of thoughts that portray, a bit of how I feel tonight. For good or bad, richer or poorer. I'll be happy when I am able to see, things a little more clearer. Like I used to - when the choices made, made a little more sense. Back when there wasn't so much to bare. I guess it's all of the reminders that I have much more yet to wade through, and with those ever present and constant reality checks never let me forget, that life is hard and one hell of a hard experience. So now, Here I am. At home - surrounded by those I love - Family. It's been amazing. I don't remember Ga, being quite like this. Yet midst so many people, I feel alone. Not the lonely depressed kind of way. But the, "hey look at all the people with someone, I wish I had one of those," kinda way. It's funny how the mind works. Even mid-stream of so much awesomeness, the thoughts of what you&#

A simple story It seemed like a dream, That simple day, During that simple time. We created a memory. An exert of time, That only belongs to us. Rather the night, Or the day, Maybe time wasn't long enough, But as I see it,  it was the beginning of the rest of my life. You're the one I've sought my whole life. The one who completes things. Makes life make sense. The one I go to bed thinking about. The one I fall asleep to, And then dream of. I want something that can last. Something told about in stories, And Watched in movies. A story wrote, And edited by us. Not perfection, But imperfection, And flawed. I want weakness, Then growth. Nothing to much, Just no more wishing, But actuality.. Do you know? You take me away. Make me think that there is more to life than this. Can you understand? I want to take care of you for the rest of my life. I want to be vulnerable around you. I want you to be the person who sees through me. I want to share a life with you by my side. We can

Glad tidings of great joy To him we praise, To him We'll sing, A glad tidings, of great joy. Our savior, Lord - redeemer, Of mankind. Blessed be the name of Jesus, The Christ. He came to the world, To save us from sin, And to bless us with the way, The truth and the light. He showed us, That by him, And through him only, Can men make it back to the father, And his kingdom in heaven. Let us shout from the roof Tops, This is his time, And his glory. Oh praise him, My savior, And my redeemer. He redeemed me from sorrow, Saved me from my iniquities. To him I am in debated. To him, I'll give my heart. Glad tidings of great joy! Let us turn to him this Christmas season. Let the joy of peace and love, Fill our hearts. Hosanna! Blessed be his name.