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This Quiet Light.

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Home. A place where I can go, to take this off my shoulders. A place where I can be safe, thoughtful, with a peace of heart. A place where I find a Quiet light, and bask in it's sweet serenity. This place, A place where I can go. To take this off my shoulders, A place where this new found Quiet Light resides. That sweet serenity, That peace.. Please, take me home.. (This:  That constant feeling of, being out of place, not quite sure, with pain as the constant companion) So I'm learning, to lay with this Quiet Light. It's a place where I've learned how not to die inside a little, Every time I think about how it could have been, Or what it never will be. This place where I am learning, That love isn't scary, That trusting again is the next step. Please come, and take me home. See? I've always been a confident person, One who is aware, One who knows. I used to leap before I thought, and Dove before I knew how deep. Now I lay i

With a heart so full.

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A little piece before I rest my head, A little snap shot into my heart. I started writing 5 different things tonight, only 2 finished, but this will be the only thing I share at this moment. I've been numb for quite sometime. I've been hurt too no avail, twisted and dark, and oh how that pain left it's dark mark. I'll say that for a time, I even catered to it. I'm not ashamed. For I'll bring that pain with me  everywhere I go, and never forget. For now I can say, empathy rules my life, and I can feel, and these feelings are better than they ever have been. You see, That now is the first time in quite sometime, I can sleep peacefully at night. That my heart can feel again, That not only can I be me again, but a better version thereof. I still struggle, as does everyone. Somethings will be with me till the last, but I can feel again, and I can cope. I've relearned how to live, And living I will do to the fullest. For my hear