The Depth of a Soul..

After all this time There's a spot in my heart That remains Tender for you I've been here You've been there And we always come back to Where we met. As the best friends we remain It's like your engine comes back to spark with my energy  While your energy, Sparks mine.  Then we leave again and again And like a fool, my heart waits Why cover yours? I'm not hanging onto anything Or even stuck where I shouldn't Maybe at time But not now See? I just can't help it. I used to ask myself Why can't we let go? Can you see now? Our hearts only Run when we're in the same space. It's as if we're trying to convince the cosmos, That we aren't pulled to each other. It's as if the God's above are laughing at us.  At times I recognize  some of that leaving has to do with me. I know I've pushed too hard.  Yet, what if? What if we skipped the "leaving part"  And just stayed still, Then move together? We can,  Shake hands with the devil

I could've been with anybody, Yet I chose you. No one knew what I was going through, somehow you did. It took me many moments to get used to you, It boiled down to, Those day's with you,  Were always better than the day's without you. You  became  so hard to resist, Till' the moment when, I was with someone new, And couldn't stop thinking about you. I didn't know what I'd do if I’d lost you. I still remember when, When you were mine.. The way you were mine, The day's melted away, Your touch blended into mine, Your kiss became all I wanted Our body's were one. I learned to love you for you, To love again.  All of the crazy, became my crazy, Our crazy.. What was real,  was what we made. Through sickness, Our time like this was cut short. The reality was, I wasn't in a place to be with anyone, Let alone, you.  'Cause I barely knew myself back then, Yet with you, I found myself again. You set that in motion, Thank you. I held onto that for a lo