The Depth of a Soul..

  Remember when I sang this song to you? Around a piano, you and me, when you said you loved me? I looked at you, smiled and said... I knew better then, as I know better now. I'm not good for you. You're too whole, Too you...  I will only hurt you, Only damage the whole.. I can't love again. The pain is too real, I'm too far gone.. "A breath away, blinks away, you have what's left of me. I don't think it's enough, but I can try..." Why do I feel it's better to let go? To let me be, Too let it be.. Things are better when I'm alone, easier.. It's safer this way, safer away, It's quiet here. Don't you know enough? Know enough.. I'll only hurt you, if you let me. With a smile you didn't let it go, Let me go. You said "It's too late for that now, I'm yours and you're mine.. That life is too short to let go what we have, What we can be. I won't give up on you, as you never gave up on me." I can't

Close your eyes and feel. Feel the breeze, Feel the energy all around. Know that you are still alive, Still can breathe.  Under the stars from up above,  The lights so dim, yet so bright. The majesty of the world around, It's amazing how something so grand, can affect things so small. So close your eyes, and breathe. Remember the time, not so long ago when. When you couldn't quite feel, Couldn't quite move, Could barely breathe. Never again will you take for granted, Never forget, That you are still alive, and that no matter how many of life's challenges come your way, You can still breathe when so many others can't. Live when it came so close. Believe when you came so close to stopping.. So close your eyes and believe, Become a believer again. A believer that you deserve better things, a better life, a better world to live, a better place to thrive. That life is only limited to your perception, so become limitless, become more, and believe the most. Search your sou

So I told you a lie the other night, It was one I understand why, yet not proud of it. I'll do anything to take my mind away from my heart, and my heart to distract from what it's feeling. Though nothing's been set or said, nor have any decisions been made, but I feel us fading away, and the ghost of us, of you, terrifies me for what I'd lose. Though the reason is greater than you or I, and I'm praying to him above, that this is only for a season, I'm struggling with the feelings.. Feeling like I have to pull back, that I have to protect myself, That emotionally I'm too vulnerable, Too aware, Too close, Just another minute please... Why is this so hard? I don't know what to do, Or how to be.. I said that I'm pulling back to protect myself, I'm feigning strength when I'm a mess, Pretending to be fine, fine on my own, fine being okay. I'm not...   Yet the thought of not having you, makes life seem a lot duller, Colors seems off, Tastes seem