The Depth of a Soul..

Today's the day Today's the moment when Knowing how Knowing when  You wake up with the idea of  The thoughts that become That became  The desire to-  Be the best for For yourself  Not for anyone  For the future you're creating The future incoming Knowing that you can be Knowing that you are enough Realizing that it was within reach all along All you need is here All you desire All you've longed for It's within reach now All the love in the world All of the joys you could imagine The foundation you've spent so long building and stronger than you realized Knowing that the beauty you hold Has the power to light your world The World  in the palm of your hands Yesterday was the hardest day of your life  Today, Today you want to live Today you're living for everything you've ever wanted. Everything I've ever believed in Now, Now I believe in myself. Something that's waned Time and time again  Let down after let down To know You step a little lighte...

Face life for what it is Face life for what you want Be present Share in the moments Taking care of her Taking care of them Who takes care of me? It's on me Capabilities Abilities I am capable I am able Loneliness as is  Loneliness is there I get tired now and again I am too tired to deal with it anymore It's easy to forget the why's Even if they're ever present Ever on your mind Ever in the trenches of life. Excited-less Unexcited  Uninterested I miss the days as a kid Childlike interests Childlike curiosity Excited for less Excited for it all My thoughts tend to blur into the background Easy to escape Easily wanting to forget Man I'm tired  Winning is facing Victories are the day's where To the moments when I choose to feel Choose to process Choose to face. Another day gone Another day ahead I'm on the path I want to be on Learning to live in the moments Not stuck on the what should have beens The past is a slippery slope So I often take the moments to of ...

Yes. Yes today   Yes at this moment I still love you. At this moment I can relish in the connection made The love shared Yes, yes in this moment A smile hits my face Thinking that someone like you Is out there in this world That God glistened a tear creating you Knowing how great you'll become How beautiful you are How much good will come from you. So yes, yes in this moment I want to call you I want to share a space or two Just to bring back If not just for the moment All the wonderful things associated With you Me, what should have been..  Yes, yes in this moment I'm resigned to the ideas of The memories shared To the thoughts of the past I promised myself I would let it be Respect what is Even if it was only And let you live your life. Yes, yes in this moment Instead of a text message or a call I'll send love your way If but a Prayer   spoken to the Wind... Have: Positive energy, As your mind leans towards the negative Healthy As that's what you deserve, and to not ...

I don't have time for the games, I'll cut to the chase.  If I had a dollar for every time I thought of you I'd be rich for just the thought of you. The face of someone I can't stop thinking about, The smile of someone I'd live to make smile A laugh I can't help to join in on.  I can't keep you out of my mind I can't help it I'll tone it down,  Is this real? Can it be real? I hold myself back I stop myself before California waves on my mind California dreaming..  Your sun-kissed face Your hand in mine, This is too good to be true I've been down this road before I can't go in yet But damn Could I.  I'll keep this in check I don't think you're for I don't think I'm ready for When I'm in, I'm in.  You're my 10 out of 10 The only one I'd need A place for you to land A heart for you to hold This scares me shitless But I'll keep my cool And show you, me shirtless It's this game we play Till the first time ...

As a new day starts, A new world awaits Away from the past that holds Away from what kept you hostage To the venues of what's to come To the new energy that aligns Once decided There's no looking back As it's no longer apart of you New people will come Old people will go Either they choose to match your new energy Or they will fall out of your space As the place you now hold Won't align with what you once held To that Calm your mind That the recesses of once was No longer lay claim to your heart For You choose to decide You choose to wonder You choose to hope What if you can again? What if you weren't where you are? What if you could? How would it be? You're now unlocking the power of the unknown And the new will come into your life again Rather from the past you let go of Or from the new you aren't yet aware of  Be open to it all Not that you need to But because  you can . For if you cut one thing short, Other possibilities will follow suite. Be calm Your s...

After all this time There's a spot in my heart That remains Tender for you I've been here You've been there And we always come back to Where we met. As the best friends we remain It's like your engine comes back to spark with my energy  While your energy, Sparks mine.  Then we leave again and again And like a fool, my heart waits Why cover yours? I'm not hanging onto anything Or even stuck where I shouldn't Maybe at time But not now See? I just can't help it. I used to ask myself Why can't we let go? Can you see now? Our hearts only Run when we're in the same space. It's as if we're trying to convince the cosmos, That we aren't pulled to each other. It's as if the God's above are laughing at us.  At times I recognize  some of that leaving has to do with me. I know I've pushed too hard.  Yet, what if? What if we skipped the "leaving part"  And just stayed still, Then move together? We can,  Shake hands with the devil ...

I could've been with anybody, Yet I chose you. No one knew what I was going through, somehow you did. It took me many moments to get used to you, It boiled down to, Those day's with you,  Were always better than the day's without you. You  became  so hard to resist, Till' the moment when, I was with someone new, And couldn't stop thinking about you. I didn't know what I'd do if I’d lost you. I still remember when, When you were mine.. The way you were mine, The day's melted away, Your touch blended into mine, Your kiss became all I wanted Our body's were one. I learned to love you for you, To love again.  All of the crazy, became my crazy, Our crazy.. What was real,  was what we made. Through sickness, Our time like this was cut short. The reality was, I wasn't in a place to be with anyone, Let alone, you.  'Cause I barely knew myself back then, Yet with you, I found myself again. You set that in motion, Thank you. I held onto that for a lo...