The Depth of a Soul..

All at once Sometimes I want to rest Sometimes I can’t  Many times I won’t  Or choose too finally Everything at once. A sense of being  To a sense of belonging to belong, Somewhere new  Somewhere unknown  It makes no sense  It makes all the sense A healthy sense of being Everything, with nothing  Everything at once. Pressure makes diamonds. How much can you endure? It’s bruised knuckles baby. Never said it’d be easy, Give it a try and you won’t ever want it back; Healthy contractions. Somehow it makes sense. Too smart for the world around you Too nice to belong to society. Draw that line. Take that place.  You belong to the reality you create. All of it. Everything at once. Yell. (Period) Scream. (Period) Yell, scream, With that smile on your lips… Everything at once. Never said it would be easy. But I do know it’s always worth it. A healthy cliche  Mixed with healthy contractions. Bruised knuckles are draining your life, Heaven or Hell Which...

  A travel back in time To a time and a place You didn’t deserve the way I treated you, I couldn’t see just how much you meant to me.. Until it was just.. too late. A dearest friend lost. A person I saw through, Though The Belle of the Ball she always was.. We should talk, Catch up and reminisce. Too much later.. A lifeline God sent my way. How close we would become.   A bad decision wrote you out of my life Before I could even say thank you. A friend you always were   A friend I’ve never forgotten. We should talk. A thank you never said.. We shared a moment in 2010. The High School crush I was finally able to be with.. I was too young to understand Just what you needed from me I pushed you away I made it about me when you just needed time. Time to reflect, to heal. An apology I owe you. An apology I want to give.. I miss what could have been It wasn’t meant to be I guess I hope you’ve achieved all you wanted out of life to this point. If not, it’s never too late.. We sho...