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Pressure makes Diamonds

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Pressure makes diamonds     I grew up in Religion. Spirituality defined by rules followed and Laws upheld. Pressure. Going again and again Spirituality strengthened by commitments made and covenants upheld. More pressure.. A desire to be the best of me Strengthened by my “upheld spirituality.” Perceived Truth and still learning the greater Truth associated..  To crash, then burn. A husk leftover from an imagined reality. The feeling of it all: Numbness, darkness, pain… Tears and yelling.   Scars on the Heart A received black eye or two.. More darkness... Applied Pressure. To that of finding God again. Then Remembering the feelings felt, Just without the face of him. Spirituality found in the peace of self. An assurance and a confidence.   To the point and place of a quiet solitude A Mountain breeze in the wind. Feeling the Mountain dirt beneath your feet Earthy essence feeding your soul.  Healing.. as a smile starts to hit your face.  Feel everything a...
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Surefire

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Is this what tomorrow looks like?  A Smile on the Lips A heart so full The look on your face Eyes, those eyes.  It's intoxicating.  Electrifying.  A reunited light to it's bulb.  A breath that should last forever With forever not being long enough.  Oh my What is this? What have we found? A dream.  A hope.  Yet I can feel it in the Future I can see it in the Culture.  The moon as a Sunrise. With the Sun Setting to only a new day.  A dream filled with the colors of Orange, Blue and Yellow.  A world open to be travelled  Like a Bear in the Forest  A ferocity yet to be explored.  Two souls reuniting As the Heat in the Conscious.  When do I begun? Waking up to Father Time...  
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To Take the Money

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Yes. Yes today   Yes at this moment I still love you. At this moment I can relish in the connection made The love shared. Yes, yes in this moment A smile hits my face Thinking that someone like you Is out there in this world. That God glistened a tear creating you. Knowing how great you'll become How beautiful you are How much good will come from you. So yes, yes in this moment I want to call you I want to share a space or two Just to bring back If not just for the moment All the wonderful things associated With you Me, what could have been..  Yes, yes in this moment I'm resigned to the ideas of The memories shared To the thoughts of the past I promised myself I would let it be Respect what is Even if it  was  only And let you live your life. Yes, yes in this moment Instead of a text message or a call I'll send love your way If but a  Prayer   spoken to the Wind... Have: Positive energy, As your mind leans towards the negative Healthy As that's what you des...
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To Distant Skies

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Why do I feel like I’m relapsing? Why do I feel like I’m crashing out? A truth is? I’m scared.   Scared because for the first time in a long time… I have a good thing going here. A partner I trust. A girl I’ve come to love.   It’s easy here A life where we have similar goals   A journey   Before destination.   Yet day by day It’s all I can take of it. Slowly it’s become a burden   A fear that someday   I will come to resent it here. I’m not sure if this version of this story is what I’m looking for… I’ve realized that maybe it’s just me. I don’t know how too. I’ve tried and still try. I don’t know how to talk to you. I don’t quite understand why… I’ve gotten too good at Knowing what I don’t want That I’ve forgotten how to choose what I do want.   It’s almost as if I’m counting the lines in the wall.   Why can a set of eyes and a smile stand out so much As if a wave of electricity has been shot into me… Why does it break my heart? I am so much...
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