To Distant Skies
Why do I feel like I’m relapsing? Why do I feel like I’m crashing out? A truth is? I’m scared. Scared because for the first time in a long time… I have a good thing going here. A partner I trust. A girl I’ve come to love. It’s easy here A life where we have similar goals A journey Before destination. Yet day by day It’s all I can take of it. Slowly it’s become a burden A fear that someday I will come to resent it here. I’m not sure if this version of this story is what I’m looking for… I’ve realized that maybe it’s just me. I don’t know how too. I’ve tried and still try. I don’t know how to talk to you. I don’t quite understand why… I’ve gotten too good at Knowing what I don’t want That I’ve forgotten how to choose what I do want. It’s almost as if I’m counting the lines in the wall. Why can a set of eyes and a smile stand out so much As if a wave of electricity has been shot into me… Why does it break my heart? I am so much...