Oh, Me

After all this time

There's a spot in my heart

That remains Tender for you

I've been here

You've been there

And we always come back to

Where we met.

As the best friends we remain

It's like your engine comes back

to spark with my energy 

While your energy,

Sparks mine. 

Then we leave again

and again

And like a fool, my heart waits

Why cover yours?

I'm not hanging onto anything

Or even stuck where I shouldn't

Maybe at time

But not now

See? I just can't help it.

I used to ask myself

Why can't we let go?

Can you see now? Our hearts only

Run when we're in the same space.

It's as if we're trying to convince the cosmos,

That we aren't pulled to each other.

It's as if the God's above are laughing at us. 

At times I recognize 

some of that leaving has to do with me.

I know I've pushed too hard. 

Yet, what if?

What if we skipped the "leaving part" 

And just stayed still,

Then move together?

We can, 

Shake hands with the devil

Make a deal with God

Thank them both for the lessons

and move on from this cycle? 

What if we just did that?

Oh, Us.