The Depth of a Soul..

I don't keep track I won't keep score For I said that I am  So I do  and will everyday. This isnt a game to me You aren't a game to be played A victory to be had.   More like a dream to acquire  To live in  With you the leading part All I've ask Is honesty and truth As honestly I can't be anything but true  Though smiles come daily with you Laughing till tears rim my eyes Serious yet light hearted is who I am  And will be with they I've chosen Too many times have I fallen short Too many mistakes made Too many broken hearts  Too many tears the wrong way The wrong places.  Fearful to have fear Fearing the outcomes No longer No more Now it's for the fearless As I'm longing for love  Something real Something unbreakable  Something to never let go of  With you as the center piece  Baby the one to be desired  As I've done the work  I've done the time For this time It's all I want All I desire My happily ever after Though romantically dense that may

There you see her, A smile on in her eyes A smile on her lips.. She lights up the room She has no clue just how much Even after all this time After everything How can she still be so beautiful? How can that smile still steal your breath?  There's a place in time A time and a place when You look her way She smiles and looks away There's one person on your mind One person this night's about There you see her She's looking at you You catch a smile.. You don't dare to hope Yet you hope to dare  In a place where A place when.. A room full of beautiful people There's only one that matters One that holds your desire  The only one you see.. She'll act that nothing's changed That nothing, is something As it's still you Still her.  Something scares her It's up to you to Up to you to help her through.. The whole night A night that wasn't to be Somehow became All about her All about you You don't dare to Hope Yet you Hope to dare..  It's there Sh

Growing up. To the days, To the moments. All that time from then till now. I remember the days when all I wanted to do was Get the the next moment Move on to the next pages of life Not the moments during But the moments Before and After Fundamentally flawed by cause As cause and effect would have it I have yet to have the moments in between The Story I've always searched for To now, too this place .. I've had to take many steps backwards So to see clearer To attain the now, I desire. Recognizing that fundamentally flawed I may have been Not too far off from where I aimed to be Just needed to readjust the target, the stance, the positioning.. What if instead of worrying about the morrow, We focus on the now then the day after tomorrow? For tomorrow will always come Along with everything that may come with it. For now, I'll memorize the little things The scents, the sounds, Words spoken, and actions made.  I'll store them in the bank, Then draw on them as I need them most

I used to think That life was about Being open for the day when A savior would enter it And change everything There is Someone who will rock my world Then turn it upside down.. The truth is? There's no such thing as saviors Outside of God alone Just Angels that help facilitate,  Encourage The desire to change And that's already inside of you. As no one can do the work for you Just a choice to make Then the path to go on. I hear you See you Feel the words What is it that's keeping you emotionally still? What is it that's holding you back? A savior isn't the solution to this condition..  Much of the same words Same stories Same experiences  Keep revolving around you Not that you're completely stuck There's so many evidences that you're not Yet emotionally You want more than ever To want different Be different Accept better Yet? Can you say you're willing to? The Angels of your life The Angels of your soul The evidences that you're not alone That yo

The time came The time is. 1 moment that lead to a 1000 and 1 A skip of a heart beat That look in your eyes That smile behind the words You could sit with anyone Yet you’re sitting with me You noticed the man I am How other people responds to me How even in a room with 1000’s of people You're still the apple of my eye What I can bring "How I am" What I am Who I am Confidence Relaxed Listening more Talking less. It shocked you Yet didn’t surprise me It became a  night for firsts An awakening of sorts for you To something you thought was closed You left to keep a sane mind Yet wished you had stayed You couldn’t get enough of me We were drawn together We almost sang this song together Instead I walked you to your car...  And you couldn’t put a finger on it. I did get a bit swept away in it. You can’t blame me though, As I had wanted that night to happen  for sometime. What it was for me  was  knowing that,  You finally you saw me differently. That now you know We still have

I wonder what it would be like I wonder how it would be again To be the forefront of someone's mind again That as life piles it's things high Y'all can escape for moments throughout the day For each other A cute message here A sexy message there A thoughtful gesture  Not even a call every night if Un-permitted. But at least an attempt to stay connected As love is a choice As is the commitment to be And as you two can see each other Making those moments last forever In thought And in actions.  How would it be? Where to be best friends Leads towards a destination And not just a status update To love and be loved back To be loyal Being able to vocalize this Without fear of respite or disapproval Then to have it returned in full. Respecting the depth of To respecting the purity found in.  They say that good men are rare Few and far between even Even so, is the concept of two people Who aim for And willing to Give of themselves Without the need to out do one another Just willing

The future's looking brighter. As possibility's round the corner And maybe now is only for a moment A moment's are always sooner than I care for.  Yet the connection I feel It draws on me It's all I seem to feel I can't shake it I can't look passed it Someday I'd say Other days I just might That even as we try as we may Barriers  always seem to be in the way. How easy it is to forget  It's always as easy as a choice A mindset of our choosing Limiting ourselves to the habit of doing so Or choosing to create new habits and rise above it.   The timing's been off When timing is only a situation we create I'm ready I'm not ready a change in a word as easily as pressing enter Enter into a new situation A new world A place where limitless is the norm Where breathlessness happens  every time we get to hold each other It's a choice to stay A choice you can make It's easier than you could imagine. See? I can't shake it I can't look pass

Today's the day Today's the moment when Knowing how Knowing when  You wake up with the idea of  The thoughts that become That became  The desire to-  Be the best for For yourself  Not for anyone  For the future you're creating The future incoming Knowing that you can be Knowing that you are enough Realizing that it was within reach all along All you need is here All you desire All you've longed for It's within reach now All the love in the world All of the joys you could imagine The foundation you've spent so long building and stronger than you realized Knowing that the beauty you hold Has the power to light your world The World  in the palm of your hands Yesterday was the hardest day of your life  Today, Today you want to live Today you're living for everything you've ever wanted. Everything I've ever believed in Now, Now I believe in myself. Something that's waned Time and time again  Let down after let down To know You step a little lighter Wa

Face life for what it is Face life for what you want Be present Share in the moments Taking care of her Taking care of them Who takes care of me? It's on me Capabilities Abilities I am capable I am able Loneliness as is  Loneliness is there I get tired now and again I am too tired to deal with it anymore It's easy to forget the why's Even if they're ever present Ever on your mind Ever in the trenches of life. Excited-less Unexcited  Uninterested I miss the days as a kid Childlike interests Childlike curiosity Excited for less Excited for it all My thoughts tend to blur into the background Easy to escape Easily wanting to forget Man I'm tired  Winning is facing Victories are the day's where To the moments when I choose to feel Choose to process Choose to face. Another day gone Another day ahead I'm on the path I want to be on Learning to live in the moments Not stuck on the what should have beens The past is a slippery slope So I often take the moments to of

Yes. Yes today   Yes at this moment I still love you. At this moment I can relish in the connection made The love shared Yes, yes in this moment A smile hits my face Thinking that someone like you Is out there in this world That God glistened a tear creating you Knowing how great you'll become How beautiful you are How much good will come from you. So yes, yes in this moment I want to call you I want to share a space or two Just to bring back If not just for the moment All the wonderful things associated With you Me, what should have been..  Yes, yes in this moment I'm resigned to the ideas of The memories shared To the thoughts of the past I promised myself I would let it be Respect what is Even if it was only And let you live your life. Yes, yes in this moment Instead of a text message or a call I'll send love your way If but a Prayer   spoken to the Wind... Have: Positive energy, As your mind leans towards the negative Healthy As that's what you deserve, and to not