To new beginnings.

A new ending,

To a new beginning.

Choices made,

Choices lost.

Brashness,

Passiveness,

Energies combust. 

I choose to be better,

I choose to be alive.

No more drowning,

No more regrets,

No more struggling.

No more letting your emotions,

Strangle you immobile.

I have a path ahead of me,

A path I've been putting off for too long.

A road, a dream, not half way met.

It's been a long time,

Hope. 

You've always had it,

You've always known.

Lately you've faltered,

Forgotten who you are,

Where you're from,

What made you... you.

So you pick yourself up from the ashes,

of the life that burnt down around you.

Up from what felt like oblivion.

To the next stages of this grand adventure of life.

You will truly smile again.

You will truly soar,

like you have so many times before.

You have parts of you you don't like,

and you will change them,

you do them for yourself,

to be better,

the best.

You will have love again.

The fullness of what you've always wanted.

You will find discover that person,

as you reconstruct your  new life,

in the way you've always wanted it to be.

All the loves of your life,

will only be added upon,

added to.. 

You're done with hurting,

the feeling of being stuck,

and lost.

For this path ahead of you isn't any easier,

but it's what dreams are made of. 

Life is there,

bundled up hours of blood sweat and tears.

But Shaun? You're ready for this.

Fucking ready.

I've learned to feel,

Relearned how to love,

how to give of myself.

It's so liberating,

So breathtaking.

It's time.

Only looking back to make sure those you love are keeping up.

To this end,

to this.. New beginning.