At the Heart of it.

At the heart of it.
Beating through it all.
The place you call Home.

When all seem's lost,
When the pain is to much to bare,
That darkness,
Oh hell you have no clue how.
Please,
Show me how.
Home. Help me find it.

That comfort,
that peace.
That sweet sound,
the peaceful mind
Home. Where you are safe.

I have been running,
for far to long how I've wondered.
Help me find it. Please God.
Remember me,
I'm not to far away,
Just a bit to many blocks ahead..

Help me remember,
that peace,
that comfort,
that serenity,
that love,
My Home.

Madness.
the yelling,
the fighting.
Helplessness,
the unceasing heartache.

My Madness.
The dizziness,
The blacked out rage.
Guilt,
Shame,
Loneliness.

I used to resolve things,
Once I felt whole,
Home.. I had it once.

The peace,
The serenity,
The comfort,
Where no judgment ever resides..

Though I've been gone for far to long,
I still remember the sweet taste of it.
Where love sits.
Where hope lies.
In it, you are whole.
Where you just smile for no reason,
Where your laugh is full, with no reservations...

I remember this feeling,
It's been to long,
The way has been clouded,
I have been lost.

But I haven't given up.
I do remember that light...
Thank-you.
Thank-you for helping me see it again.

My heart,
though blackened it became,
the pain it's felt.
It's still there.
At the heart of it.

I have found it again.
The nightmare I've lived,
I have fought it,
I will keep fighting it.

My cure is in you,
My cure is in her.
My cure... resonates in me.