Lonliness

It's hit hard tonight,
Sometimes you can't escape it.
No matter how hard you try to set it aside.
The pain of feeling alone stabs at your heart.

Only thoughts are...
"what did I do"
the the whisper comes into my head:
"You're not alone, I'm here, my son."

I can't forget that,
I may have been through a lot,
A life I wanted so bad
May be set aside for now,
But my savior is here for me.

My prophet and redeemer...
I need to draw closer to him.

I still feel a part of my heart missing.

Time will have to heal that.

I just need to stay on this path towards righteousness,
I need to keep hold to the rod.

Our time will come again (whoever she is)
I am loved and cared for my a heavenly mother and father.

I am never alone unless I do it to myself.

My sins haunt me...
Today was a day of sorrow for them.

Somethings I have no one there to talk with,
I must deal with it on my own,
But with my savior to be there to guide me and hold my hand.

I must stay true to myself and shut down my temptations.

Be true to what I know is right.

How I'm ready for this time to pass.
But oh how I am learning,
My mourning will be over soon enough.

I will sit in that celestial room,
Praying to my father in holiness once again.

The person from my patriarchal blessing is still out there,
When the time is right, it will happen...