The Depth of a Soul..

There is a place, A place of summer breezes, with night time glows. Clear skies, clearly shining stars, Over on Great Pine Lane. There was a time, A time where every moment was a smile, your smile. Time became memories, smiles were yours, hearts were full, Down on Great Pine Lane. There was a home. This home full of life, full of laughter, where warmth was ever present, where you belonged, where you were safe, this, on Great Pine Lane. There, was pain. Pain that lead to experiences. Where life made you braver, More tough, where grit became practice, where inner strength, became you. All on Great Pine Lane. You were different there. You were innocent, unmarked, unblemished. You knew you. You knew your future, had that perspective. (Somehow you lost it, Dropped the vision, dropped your heart...) There was love. Love that defined the days. Love that kept you true. Love that marked your existence. Love that became your motive. Love from a g...

There is a fundamental reason why things are what they are, Why life will continually suck, Or why life may Be awesome. There's no such thing as: "it's just supposed to be that way," "Or there's nothing you can do." It's easy to get carried away with the uncontrollable's  compared to the controllable's, yet at the end of the day, if you have no idea why things are the way they are, then it's time to gain some perspective. I've been carried away with the excuses, and the should haves and the what if's. Even when I've done all I could do, I'd still fail at the overall goal. Why is that? I've become bitter, and resentful Repressed and Angry. I've come up with reason after reason of why things happened the way it did. But completely over look the core of it all. I've become okay with people feeling sorry for me, rather than stepping forward and fight. So what is it? why has things been this...

From the beginning, I've always loved that sparkle. The sparkle your eyes have, the twinkle they make. The genuine care. I see a better world there. Somewhere I want to be. A place, I've always wanted. The moment I saw you, walking from your car to Noodles and Co. I was immediately drawn to you. We could talk for hours, and all I wanted was more. Somehow, I grabbed you. Somehow, I captured your interest. Truly, I don't see what you see in me. The view from up here, Is all I've ever wanted. I see a better world when your beside me. It's the place I want to be. The place Ive always wanted. From up here, I can truly find the peace, that peace I've always sought after. Even when things are tough, the fantasy is still there. The uniqueness of our relationship, well it's something I've never had before. Thank you. Thank you for opening my eyes. Helping me see clearer. There isn't a thing I won't do for you. Y...

I want you to know: There was a time,  A time when when words I wrote, made up for feelings I lacked. There was a time when, convenience was the answer, the easy answer. I followed the easier road, because that honestly was the road  I thought I had to choose. There was a time when, I was stuck.  Stuck in the mundane practices I had thought my world to be. I hadn’t a clue… Until I met you.  Honey, I’ve never stopped writing. With you I’ve done something I’ve never done before.. 5/4  I am blessed. You are my Prince without a doubt. You are my rock. 😊 You are my constant that I love. You truly are my everything I have been looking for. You are my man. You are my handsome man. 😉 You are the best thing I could have ever asked for. I truly thank the Lord everyday for sending you to me. You will make me want to always better myself. I will do anything to always support you and to make you happy. I love you so much...

Home. It's here. The kind you don't give up. A heart. The kind that makes you soar. A smile. Which will melt your heart. Time. Cant have enough of it. Trust. Is it to good to be true? I can't believe I've found her. The one. Many failures led to this, Happiness. I don't deserve how happy I feel. Surety. I do trust her, I just know. Complete. The kind that fills holes you didn't know you had. Peace. The kind where you smile yourself to sleep. The purest forms of love takes work. Yet, It's just easy. Are you willing to do what it takes? For me? I couldn't imagine it any other way. I love you. I thought I knew what those words meant. Yet they were hollow before you. I Can't stop loving you. I just feel so blessed. So privileged. So grateful. So confident. I never planned on this so soon. Yet here I am, here we are. I will do anything for you. That I do without a second thought. I know you. The type of per...

Standing from afar. Watching, seeing. Not that you need me, but knowing I'm here. Rather I say it or not, It's irrelevant, As I will just do it. For I know it matters to you. You know that I'm never to far. I'll do it before you ask. Changing how I see things, to see how you'd like me to see. I see you as you walk, You're the first person I look for. The best part of my day. Not that you asked me to, but because I want to. Love isn't just a word I say. It's what I do, and try to do. I see how you're patient with me. You're never to far away. Always trying, always doing. I check you out, You're beautiful. I can't keep you off my mind. I'll hold your hand always, rather it's just to be able to touch you, or when you need me to lift you. It doesn't matter, I'll just do. I see you when you struggle, but I respect that you like to figure it out yourself. Many of the times I'll just ...

I've been one say, That blessings never cease, That God is always with you, as you let him be.. He has never left my side. His hand, ever present, As he arms have always  been open. Though life has been hard - He's never given up on me. My heart was split in half. My life dumped upside down My body stopped functioning when I needed it... Yet he's never failed me. Now I see. It's always been apart of his plan, He's just prepared me for the better. A home, to rest my weary head. A heart, as mine.. Blessings come.. Oh fount of every blessing. My heart is tuned, and is ever ready to sing thy praise. Hope by thy good pleasure, Safely to arrive at home. Oh thy light from thee, Let it continue to feel my soul. Let me continually stand, as a witness to thee. Of thy works to spread thy gospel. Help me to be, Who thou wilt want me to be. How grateful to thee, I will ever praise. Jesus Sought me when a stranger wondering from the fold ...