Have You Ever?

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Have you ever?

Just not known?

Known up from down?

Down from up?


As if you’re lost in the haze of existence

Trying to swim,

Yet suddenly forgetting how to?


I do, I have, and still do.

Kinda.. all the time.


Somehow I found myself here.

Today… 

In a new stage of life.

A stage I never thought I’d have to relive

Yet reliving in a unique way.

Seeing how I once was,

But enjoying this version of myself much more.

Im such a different person now.

And in a much better place..


Do you ever miss cues?

I do and do all the time?

Half the time I can’t tell the up from down

And feeling like I’m walking on a different planet

Yesterday I was dealing with CEO’s

People of means

Making much more..

Living a Very different life,

Money didn’t bring happiness.. 

I did try to buy it though.. 😂


Funny how I’m somehow happier now, than I was back then.

I enjoy the people around me

Odd but I’m enjoying socializing again.


Seeing this version of me,

It’s been fun finding you again Shaun.

Still a work in progress.

But enjoying the hell out of this Journey,

As tomorrow will always be a new day.. 


So I’m going to stop looking to tomorrow and just try to enjoy the now.

As I become the new tomorrow.. 


Journey before Destination,

And Life before death.. 

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