The Depth of a Soul..

Alone, in your space.  A feeling that won't go away.  You've done some shit.  You've seen more, Too much more.. Somehow coming all together.  A darkness from within,  Then blending with your Light .  Who are you?  Why are you?  Easily the same on any given day, Yet everywhere and nowhere at the same time.  To be seen.  To be acknowledged. That twinkle in your eye,  With that smile on your lips. I see you, Can you see me? Why are you scared?  Is it your scars? I'm scarred too...   Scars run deep, It's true.  It's easy to numb than to feel.  I'm scared. Of what? Still putting that together. Something about my inner darkness having a hold on me. Deep huh? Maybe just tonight Somehow I still know, It'll all work out.  As I believe in myself, and I won't let myself down without trying harder next time.   I won't go back to my basest self.  I've come too far, Seen too much.. Holy Darkness has a ...

Pressure makes diamonds     I grew up in Religion. Spirituality defined by rules followed and Laws upheld. Pressure. Going again and again Spirituality strengthened by commitments made and covenants upheld. More pressure.. A desire to be the best of me Strengthened by my “upheld spirituality.” Perceived Truth and still learning the greater Truth associated..  To crash, then burn. A husk leftover from an imagined reality. The feeling of it all: Numbness, darkness, pain… Tears and yelling.   Scars on the Heart A received black eye or two.. More darkness... Applied Pressure. To that of finding God again. Then Remembering the feelings felt, Just without the face of him. Spirituality found in the peace of self. An assurance and a confidence.   To the point and place of a quiet solitude A Mountain breeze in the wind. Feeling the Mountain dirt beneath your feet Earthy essence feeding your soul.  Healing.. as a smile starts to hit your face.  Feel everything a...