In my Head

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In My Head 




Sometimes you just don’t know

As you thought you once did


Why is this thing a thing?

My head..

My head is spinning 

I need you out of my head


A thought..

A dream 

A voice

Your voice


My thoughts are compressed,

A blender spinning.

What is even reality anymore?


A straight road?

A way out?

A future?

Or a new beginning?


I talk too much

Right now it’s all I can do.


A Thought 

A dream

A voice.. 


Gone tomorrow 

Or gone yesterday..

A voice,

A dream

A connection 

Those thoughts..


I feel like I know you

Oh how I want to know you


And now I’m with you

A smile that won’t go away

I need this

Somehow I just do.


I need you out of my head

I need to function 

But I can’t stop


Just something I have to do. 

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