Strong.

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Ive found the median.
Life is poised to to go in any number of directions.
And I'm preparared for them.
It's taken me a while to fully be at peace,
But I've found it.
And I've found strength in it.

Strength in the assurance,
That Ive found myself,
And more than ever I'm sure..

For...
I've caught a glimpse of what I truly want,
And exactly who've I've seen..
It was there, not to long so long ago.
And I won't settle for less.

Now it's a game of probability,
I don't have any idea of where it's at now,
But I'm at 50/50,
And honestly I'm more scared if it works out...

Well, I'll continue to find strength in peace,
With serenity as a beacon.
I'm no longer conflicted with where I've been,
And I've worked through the most of it.
It feels amazing.

So here I am,
Approaching a venture -
The paths aren't far from each other,
One will just be so much better than the other,
Well happier sooner,
And more sure than the other,
But scarier.

Strength has been found,
Clarity assured,
With reality ever realized.

It's not an illusion,
It's real,
And I want it.

Strength is within.
So I'll continue,
And be strong,
Like I've always been.




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