It doesn't hurt like it did.

It came out of no where.

Hit like a Mack-truck.

Life was shattered,

who ever expects divorce out of nowhere?

I sure as heck didn't. 

But hey,

though it hurt,

though I didn't deserve it.

I go to sleep with a smile on mouth. 

My heart is finally at peace. 

I went through my share of tears. 

From denial, 

to anger, 

from pain, 

to null. 

Oh I went through it all. 

Boy I'm glad I did. 

Now I can say, 

It doesn't hurt like it did, 

nor will it ever again. 

But I'm happy to say, I rarely think about you.

You left a mess when you left.

But out of the mess, 

came clarity and a new life. 

You were once the priority.
My best friend,
and lover.
Now you're a passing thought.
It was sad when you left,
When you chose selfishness and greed,
Override our life,
our relationship,
the trust I had in you.

You bulldozed it all,
with one fell sweep.
Consequences will follow,
Yet you may be to stubborn,
and prideful in your own self absorption to recognize it.
Either way,
Good luck to you.
I didn't want this,
I would have fought till the end of time to make what we had work.
Yet you thought better of it.
And now I'm better for it.

I've met amazing people since you left.
People who have made me a better man just knowing them.
Just these experiences a lone, has made the pain worth it.

Now with a clear heart,
an open mind,
with bright eyes,
I will find the rightful place for my heart.
The person who will take me to the next level.
I'm ready for it.
I am so excited for the future.