A leap of faith..

A chance,
The chance?
Learning how to jump.
Or figuring out what it is that's worthy of jumping for?
Crippling something before it started,
Or maybe not jumping because you're scared?
That's why it's called a leap of faith.

It scared me once or twice that you weren't willing to.
But out of respect I wouldn't ever say other wise.

Who am I to tell you what to do?
No one.
You can't be told how to feel,
Or to act.
So it ends with you.
Just not feeling to the extent possible.
Or not wanting to I guess..

The ledge has been there.

Soon there won't be anyone to jump for.
Unless you find someone new.
For this someone might not be able to catch you.
That's if you don't do it soon...

If you can't take that leap,
Then I have to back out.
I don't want to be ahead of you.
I can't do that again.
For I've done something similar to it before.

You're worth it for me.
But I'll have to take my space.
And protect myself.
Say a Prayer,
then move on...

I've made my mistakes,
Once or twice.
To that I'll apologize.
At least we had the month of January.
It was a damn good month.
My insecurities arose.
And you saw them.
I'm sorry for that...

From here I guess I'll have to to walk a different path.
I took that leap.
And it was amazing on the other side..

But... You're right.
I can't tell you what to do.
I'm sorry that I acted how I did.
It's bad, I know.

Nothing against you,
I should have been more respectful,
Hmmmmm.......... I'm so so sorry.