A Second Life.

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I'm lucky.
Though hard the trial,
and painful the road has been..

I'm lucky.
The sky was dark,
Lightless the paths were,
and empty the roads.
But man I'm lucky.

Repression,
and a complacent heart.
Careless my actions,
Robotic I became,
That was after only 2 years...
I'm lucky.

Though happy I remained,
emptiness crowded my soul.
Ambition was lost,
potential forgotten.
I can't imagine what would have become...
I'm lucky.

I was blind to the reality.
Blind to the bleakness...

Now I have a second chance at life.
A second chance at love.
A second chance for a future!

I'm lucky.

The future is open.
My path is sure.
Destined for greatness.
Greatness I would have not reached before.
My understanding is deeper,
My person - is real.

I was to young for that fate.
Too young for that reality.

Here I am,
A new life ahead of me.
Happiness more readily available.
Blistfull joy,
and peace.

Oh the peace of heart and mind.
Now I can rest,
with a smile on my face.
I am lucky,
Oh so lucky.


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