Gratitude.

Time has a way of telling,
What words just can't say.

Experiences leave their marks.
Words may seem empty and tasteless at times...
Sometimes you just can't erase pain.

But after it all,
Thank you.
A best friend I found.
And a best friend I hope is still there.

Some days are harder than others,
A week has seemed to be a month,
Daily I regret the last words said.

Days I think...
Night's I know.
I miss you, the friendship, the nothingness of aimless conversations.
The times you confided in me, the times you corrected me;
as you knew that I would always be there and vice versa.

I can't help but tear up to this loss.

But none-the-less,
I am still grateful for the time spent.
Even though it/we were caustic towards one another at times,
this was far to short lived.
space has helped things to come into retrospect.

I am grateful for it all,
the pain, the tears,
the joys, the memories shared,
The books, the T.V. shows,
the music, our laughter, Diesel, (I mean c'mon. lol)
but defiantly I miss your laugh.

I'm grateful for change,
and the opportunities to change.
I'm grateful for the sun, how it still shines.
Even through darkness and dreariness, it's still shining.

I'm grateful that I experienced all that I have.
I'm grateful that I can relate to pain, and how it stings.

I'm grateful to have known you,
the shining star, in cloudless nights.

Either way I will understand.

I will respect your wish.
I hope for the best in you,
Always will...