The Depth of a Soul..

  These Days   I’ve seen better days in some ways   While also living the best days is the way I’m choosing to live them. Changes came, life became.   Two worlds colliding, as those changes came.   The losing of a   life-time career job Funny, I don’t particularly like that version of me.   The Becoming aware of, Evolving into a new version of myself. Trying to find an artistic groove again, It’s funny how I no longer feel the need to write about sadness or of lost loves. The need to just write about life.   I see “me” again. For the first time in a very long time I’m, me. A reconnecting with my inner child To the resolving and the batting down of those inner demons that held me hostage for so long.   They’re still there. But for once I remember a younger, more innocent Shaun that would never give up to inner pain. Choices . I can accept the past and live in the present, knowing the future is Bright. For once. Because I want it to be, So it ...

Have you ever? Just not known? Known up from down? Down from up? As if you’re lost in the haze of existence Trying to swim, Yet suddenly forgetting how to? I do, I have, and still do. Kinda.. all the time. Somehow I found myself here. Today…   In a new stage of life. A stage I never thought I’d have to relive Yet reliving in a unique way. Seeing how I once was, But enjoying this version of myself much more. Im such a different person now. And in a much better place.. Do you ever miss cues? I do and do all the time? Half the time I can’t tell the up from down And feeling like I’m walking on a different planet Yesterday I was dealing with CEO’s People of means Making much more.. Living a Very different life, Money didn’t bring happiness..   I did try to buy it though.. 😂 Funny how I’m somehow happier now, than I was back then. I enjoy the people around me Odd but I’m enjoying socializing again. Seeing this version of me, It’s been fun finding you again Shaun. Still a work in pr...