The Depth of a Soul..

All is well in your world now, You have so much in front of you, So much ahead of you. Literally the best years of your life. You’re not far from who you want to be, Where you want to go, Or from arriving to all you’ve ever wanted. You’ve come so far, And though you may feel, Or think that, You haven’t come far enough, Accomplished as much as you think you should have by now, I’d say, That’s incredibly unfair to say. You have done so much, And become such a wonderful person, A joy to be around, Someone worthy of the best, And to attain the best life has to offer. So don’t sell yourself short. Stop wishing on what you don’t have, Looking at what is wanted, Or desired. Appreciate the now, And I bet, I bet you’ll accomplish all you’ve ever wanted. With that, I dare say, You have much more in front of you than you think. I’d bet money, That if you were to just invest say, Into yourself, Into your family, Into your your current friendships/ relationships, and learn how to make the best out ...

I want you to close your eyes. Picture happiness, What does that mean to you? Is it that one thing you desire most? Is it a number of things? With your eyes closed, Smile, Now follow your train of thoughts, to whatever that smile brings. Allow yourself to imagine, a world where, where you smile for no reason at all, You feel fulfilled, Complete, You've accomplished so much, Attained all you've wanted. Is that happiness? Or is it a perspective shift. What is the key to your smile? What will it take, to make it stick? Now shift your thoughts, to what it will take, to make this life attain that happiness you want. For most people, It's easy to shift our thoughts to what's holding us back, but don't let your brain do that. I promise you happiness isn't far away, It's truly a train of thoughts away. Now remember this: Whenever you start feeling negativity crowd your head space, replace those thoughts with a smile, and the opposite of what's making you feel ne...

Give into me At some point, In some way, In many ways, We all have to. Take those steps, Then take some more. We decide, We choose. Give into me, Giving into you. It’s those steps we take, That make all the difference. Those little decisions, That could be all the difference, And mean the most. Not being afraid to go in, Knowing when the time to do so should be. Or just doing it. No holding back, All in. No reservations. Something I shared once. The idea is to trust, That you know enough, She knows enough. Give into me. Giving into you. We can create the story we want to, Create a brand new world, Where we can be anything we want to be, Give into me. Why stop when we just started, Why turn back when there’s no reason to? Why give up? Why shut it off? Give into it, Give into me, Giving into you. I’ll make you see, You’ll make me see. Give into me.  Giving into you.

Loss. This word, A word with so much meaning, A spectrum of depth. Learning how to cope, Learning how to breath again. Loss hurts. Rather the reasons make sense, Or they just, don't. The why's only make it worse. But at the end of the day, You can't control it all.  If it's about love. Just make sure you love the right person, But most importantly, Project what you want, Heal, then prepare for more.  For when it comes, you can be ready for anything. Don't end up like me, Loving someone not ready, Who, Instead of being willing to walk with me, Fly with me.. Fights.. Fights the feelings, Fights the desires, Fights the friendship, Fights, all that we had/have. If you end up in this position, Make sure that every step you make, You made on your terms, And even with no say on the matter, You did it all for yourself, as you feel was best. And you won't regret a thing. Going into this, I wasn't ready for love, Yet love found me, And instead of running, I dove in, S...

Setting it all free, Setting the direction of your desires,  becoming who,  and what you want to be. Making it about us, No bounds, no limits. It's all up to you, and me. What we want. Doubts may come, Energies may seek to push and pull us away.. It wont be easy, But able to be overcome. We'll make mistakes along the way. I've been completely focused on me, what I'm not getting, what I need, Ignoring what you need. Thus, Pushing you further and further away. Not at all nurturing the person, you are. I said I loved you. Yet I wasn't focused enough on you. I couldn't get out of my own way, My head, My sense of depression. It left me in a cycle of suppression, smothering energies. It trapped us. No wonder why you ran. I would have as well.  Yet, It's never too late, Let's rewrite these stars. It's all there, Just up to us to improve, want better, be better. You can stay trapped there, or Fly. Soar. Finding the way. I won't fall into that trap again....

There's this feeling that you know, There's this feeling that you want. It's in your mind and in your heart. It's from your soul.. One may fight the other, But in the end, the heart will always win, And your soul will always tell.. I see it in your eyes, Feel it from your soul, Nothing can quite describe, the comfort that can come, As we seem to always find..  Say I can, Say I will. Feel it in your soul, Let it, Just let it in. Imagining it, Your eyes closed, feeling it flow, and letting it fall, side by side. Though I can't read your mind, I can see it in your eyes, Feel it from your soul, To my heart. To my soul. Say I can, Say I will, Let it flow. To fly, To soar, we'll have it all. Oh you know, and Yes, Yes I do. I'll live my life, As you've lived yours.. The fates seem to always align, somehow we are here, We are in each others life, We can't turn it down.. This time is different, I'm different, As are you. I feel it in my soul, Feel it in m...

There was a time, There was a place. You came into my life, Blonde hair and kicking. You looked at me, You should have been asleep. For hours it seemed, Hours it went.  I have so much love for this human, I can't take it. Smiling ear to ear, Those moments stepping together, Watching you, Learning with you, Trying as hard as one can try. You complete me. I can't say this enough, I don't know where I'd be if you weren't in my life. Your first cognitive smiles at me, Melted my heart. I'd do anything for you. Till the day I die, While air is still in my lungs. You were the original for that statement. My dearest Ivy Lyn, My beautiful daughter.  I love you more than words can say, Something you wont every fully understand, until you have children of your own. See? I remember your first words. Have watched you grown to this beautiful little Miss of a person. I will be the best father, For you, I will do whatever it takes. From the moment you were born, All in is the o...