The Depth of a Soul..

Pause. It's nice being in a situation of life, Where you have the confidence that you're exactly where God wants you. Working on yourself, Improving your life, Building new habits, And staying true to the path. Sometimes you might have to press pause on the things you want, Or care about the most the most... But be confident that time aside, is the next best step for you. Sometimes it's s hard realization, That you can't move down some venues.. That a certain part of your life, Is pressed on pause, And the outcome is out of your control.. Yet remember that inner peace that in the end, it will work out. So whatever that means, stay confident with yourself. And that God will guide this the way it needs to be guided. Know that anything truly amazing will take time, And is worth fighting for, And if waiting is part of that fight, Then wait. Know that happiness is at the end of this waiting. Rather it's unseen or the ho...

Lately I've been far and wide.  my recent experiences have sent me down crazy new roads I never thought I'd ever travel. Lately I've spent a lot of time looking introspect fully. I guess the road of divorce will do that to a person.  Often I think about the times of my life that have stood out the most.  Like the road that lead from my decision to serve a mission for my faith.  To that road I traveled in high school when I said no. or when I said yes and never gave up.  To those detour's that almost put me flat on my face.  I could have gone down the road of a musician,  Yet I never did. How different my life would have been..  I've spent much time thinking about the people who have been in my life,  those who've walked those roads with me, and stayed by my side always.  To those I've lost along the way. I want to thank those dearest friends of mine,  to my amazing family.  I can b...

"Come lay, see the colors of this rainbow." the boy said "its better over here..." "but why" the girl said, "life is better how I thought it once was. Dreams faded once I don't know how to dream again." "Just Lay down beside me" he said and "don't wonder "why" or if you can, just take my hand, this isn't that facade, its real, the colors of this rainbow are so breath taking, I promise." "I've heard those lines before, yet they were all lies." "Look up, see what I see. See the colors of the rainbow above us, feel it with me as the rainbow comes to the earth and allows us to touch it." "I'm scared to, it seems all to good. How about I just take one step closer to you instead." "...If that's what you want, the boy said "I'll still be here to take your hand, but this rainbow is so breathtaking its so real, I really wish you would look at...

A song of the heart, Sweet music that touches the soul, Lulibyes that soothes a little one. Songs that tell you all will be okay, Songs that tell you to run. Little things bring out the worst, That only a song can explain. Words may rhyme, Words might ring true, But music speaks to the soul. Melodies simple and true, Verses deap and melodic. The most simple of songs, Can and often promote changes. Songs of the heart, Turn people to home, The home of where your heart is. Emptiness reminds you, That your heart is not safe, The time for a change, Prompted by another song. Songs that remind you of your purpose. Songs that bring back into light, The reason why you came this far. A song that teaches patience, The soothing tones of comfort, Peach, serenity.. Let the song from your heart, Teach or reteach you, The meanings of life. Let the song become you. Let it resonate, Let it sound.

I'm sick of people expecting change, no demanding change, yet they're not willing to do a single thing to help that change occur. How about this: you do all you can first, then ask for help. Stop waiting around for someone to change. Or even better yet: get angry at the situation. Yell, kick, and scream, But still, You've not done a single thing to better the situation. How about you stop demanding, and proactively do something to help yourself. There comes a time, when you just need to help yourself first. And if the desired situation hasn't gotten any better, then ask for help. I'm so sick of people who just expect change. Rather it's a quality of life problem, or something as simple as a neighbor who's T.V. is to loud. Sure talk to them, but also try to remedy the situation with simple things. Like back ground noise, Or ear buds... If the situation hasn't gotten any better, Talk with them, then take further action if ...

There is a faint reality to the act of losing hope. People fall into a world, created by their own actions. The mess they made would often swallow them whole. So by the time they arrive at the edge of despair, They're swimming in a sea of muck. Which, By the time they've reached this fate, have fallen hard. So instead of sinking, Swim . Don't let your muckity muck be your fate. Come to the realization, that most of what you're facing is a bi-product of your decisions. So decipher what is your fault, and work through it. Be honest with yourself. As you do so, You'll start to discover that some of these issues you face, are caused by a force of habit. Then you can attack that destructive habit , and cure yourself. It's hard though, to look around the muck. Have you ever known or seen a person with a perpetual scowl on his/her face? It's that faint reality gone real . The perpetual brown and black realisms, that your life is...

Sometimes things get sticky, your life moves like sludge dripping off you car. Many times, you wake up, and you're already bored. Sad part is, You know what the edge of excitement feels like, The success from from the sweat of your brow. You know that you may be in a rut. But you're so over it. Things haven't done entirely what you've planned for them to. Relationships, job opportunities, life in general just haven't blossomed the way or how you've hoped for, maybe it takes just a bit more patience. But you still feel like you're moving in slow motion. Maybe you just need to calm down, sit down, and just keep moving forward. Which is understood, and you know all to well the joy's of what patience brings. But still, waiting never gets any easier. Even if you're doing all you can, you're still waiting.. Sometimes it's not fair, This time... it isn't fair. You never asked for this, Never wanted this. Yet it happen...

I'm lucky. Though hard the trial, and painful the road has been.. I'm lucky. The sky was dark, Lightless the paths were, and empty the roads. But man I'm lucky. Repression, and a complacent heart. Careless my actions, Robotic I became, That was after only 2 years... I'm lucky. Though happy I remained, emptiness crowded my soul. Ambition was lost, potential forgotten. I can't imagine what would have become... I'm lucky. I was blind to the reality. Blind to the bleakness... Now I have a second chance at life. A second chance at love. A second chance for a future! I'm lucky. The future is open. My path is sure. Destined for greatness. Greatness I would have not reached before. My understanding is deeper, My person - is real. I was to young for that fate. Too young for that reality. Here I am, A new life ahead of me. Happiness more readily available. Blistfull joy, and peace. Oh the peace of heart and mind. Now...