The Depth of a Soul..

Have you ever wondered, why people typically have more to say.. When times are hard, or as life beats them up? Outside of falling in love, Most people won't post a ballad about a happy day they had, or about happiness they've experienced. But again, I will say, Blue Skies are ahead. Getting out of bed might be hard, It might take all of your energy.. but dig deep, find a reason, then do it. Look at the day, as a new adventure to be had, make it worth while, make it last. You might be in pain, but you're not alone through it. Grab on tight, accept the out reached hand, of he who loves you most. I will tell you: This is the last time I write, about while still hung up on, the time you left. Though the reason's you had, made no sense at all, I'm better for it. A piece of me will love you, being honest with myself, for the rest of my life. Yet I chose to no longer be in love with you. I chose to move onward and upward, for ...

If today is the worst it's gets, take comfort in the fact, that as you close yours eyes, tomorrow is a new day. Be true. If pain surrounds you in darkness, If the realism of hurt, fills the crevices of your person, reach out. Take the help from those with an out stretched hand. The moon and sun is always there. Grip your hands, Then open each palm slowly now, and slowly release... Resist the urge to yell, Resist the urge to be mean, Be kind. Be loving. Be resolute. Never allow yourself to think, that no one understands what you're going though. You are wrong. Everyone has felt pain. be accepting that there's other's that know. There is always someone else who understand's your specific brand of hurt. Be gracious. Smile when you can. Share it. Let that smile, pick others up. Be forthright. Share your true feelings. Feel the pain for a day, but let it go, come the morrow. Be Honest. Light will come. It might come in incre...

Bleak is the path ahead. Darkness covers the path ahead of you. Drowning you feel, blindness to the future you fought so hard for. Despair hits... you're stuck. Here comes the wind. Huge shafts of ravaging wind tunnels - Tornado's and hurricanes destroying the remnant of your life... Everything seems to be falling... Rain falls, drowning the earth around you. You close your eyes, and lay still, and hope, you make it out alive. Yet, as the storms start to dissipate, the wind actually blew away the darkness, Your life is much clearer. The Tornado's only destroyed the weak parts - the insubstantial. The rain, only purified the ground. You find hope. Torrent's came and now you see. They washed it away. Your life is actually better off. You see cloudless sky's. A bright sun. Though, much work lay's ahead. You feel prepared and stronger, almost grateful for the turmoil.

Thank-you Sara!

For those of us that have lost a loved one - Either by tragedy or separation . It's a loss, A tough loss. It can break you, for most it does. But it's a loss that can be overcome. Though bleak the future may seem, Hope is just around the corner. Look forward, Don't lose sight of what's important. Be a bastion of strength. Show yourself then the world that you can move forward. Make a statement. Meandering in mediocracy or depression, will only prove them right. The person you lost, Would want better for you. If that person for you, was not the right one for you, be the person you want to be with someday. Stand up. Don't slouch. Look up. Look down from a mountain top, or look into the ocean, realize just how small you are with the vastness of what's out there. The world isn't ending, feel the peace of the mountain wind, the warm, salty kiss of the ocean wide. Remember that you're not alone through this, Though it might...

(this song is a bit explicit with the lyrics, don't listen if you have an issue with cussing. :)) Yell and Scream, Step on me, I'm in my Cadillac. Act cool, Pretend you've done nothing wrong, I'm in my Cadillac. Over look the shit you did, The shit you put me through, I'm in my Cadillac. So, you forgot. The Vow's, The Commitment's, I'm in my Cadillac. That's fine, Give up, Quit, Close your eyes, Ignore the blatant truths... I'm in my Cadillac. I'll just keep my mind, To that night time drive, In that Cadillac. That place in my mind, where I'm just cruising, With my music blaring, Wind in hair, Miles of road till my destination, The a full moon Illuminating everything around; All being done, In my Cadillac.

Heavy love, You almost broke my back. But nothing breaks me.  I thought I could make this work.  Thought this was it!  Now I see,  I almost broke my back trying to carry it.. Not happy at the way it happened,  but happy with the result.  If one gives up,  then what's the point of trying anymore? One can only spend so long,  working, trying, yet being unnoticed at the effort.  Listening to a song,  watching a video,  and now seeing they weren't for you.  Reality is this: Happiness comes from within. Honestly - I don't think you've been able to cut that ribbon.  Once you've learned how to be happy, you never lose it!  Honestly, this is honesty. I've loved you a lot, unconditional I'd say. Just as any man should love his wife. Yet I became to complacent,  and lazy. I didn't listen all to well. Yet, you quit. Now I see you as a quitter.  N...

Old friend, It's been a while. Never thought I'd see you again. Yet this time, I'm not so scared. Call it strength, call it will power, call it whatever you may. But this time - I wont ever go to the places I went last time. I used to carry you all around, like a badge, I never wanted to give up. Yet I let myself be ruined by you. Now I let myself feel you, You come and goes, Yet, I move past you. Now I see the end at this beginning, And I know, it get's better. So much better. I smile at the thought. Yet together we'll make it work. I'll remember you as I move forward. Let you be a reminder of what can happen. You might try your hardest, but it always get's easier, just like it's supposed to do.